Friday, Jan. 07, 2005 - 9:28 a.m.
I was talking to Jim the other day. He is guy I work with that is also a friend of my dad's. He was telling me that he was talking to my dad the other morning about me (Uh oh) Nah it wasn't bad shit. Just that I have BAD taste in the dating arena. Then he asked me "What do you think of your dad?" I told him my dad rocks. I love him to death. Then he asked me about Bryan. I told him Bryan was a good guy too and he is still the bestest brother in the world (except that stabbing incident) We get along great.Then he said "So the assholes in your life are the ones YOU picked huh?" That was a tad harsh but hey I can't argue with history. But then I thought of some of the good guys I have dated. Most of them weren't half bad. The one that comes to mind the most is Sam. He was a REALLY nice guy. He was repectful to my mom and dad, he was really good to me and gave me flowers and cards all the time, he got along with all my friends. So he was pretty damn good. His mom hated my guts though. I guess after catching your son fucking the hell out of some girl you tend not to care for her too much. But it was the beginning of the end for us after that. Now that I think about it, just about everyone in his damn family walked in on us at one time or another. His sister, his brother, his stepdad. Hmmm. I guess they didn't believe in KNOCKING! Lucky for him no one in my family ever walked in on us. One of us would be dead and I am thinking it wouldn't have been me. But I was smart enough NOT to have sex in my parents house. Although I hear stories about people having sex in their parents bed. OMG GAG! I could NEVER do that.
I have made out on my parents bed though. I kissed a girl on my parents bed. That was pretty gagalicious. Not that she was a bad kisser. She was pretty good in fact. But she is a good friend and a girl and those two hurdles were hard to get over for me. She felt the same way thank God. Plus we were only trying to impress some guy. Never a good reason to make out with a girl.
But there were lots of nice guys I dated but it just wasn't right. Timing was off or there wasn't chemisty or he had a certain habit I couldn't take or I had a bad habit he couldn't take. (Okay I know that is hard to believe with me being so damn perfect and all) But I think people have a tendancy to talk about how bad someone is rather how good someone else is. Which in my opinion pretty much sucks. So I am going to change that about myself. If I can't say something nice about someone I won't say anything at all.
Who the hell am I kidding. I am not going to do that. But I think that maybe I will interject something good if I am going to be a bitch about it.
Sorry this was boring. I am getting a migraine and it doesn't help with the creative juices. (I said juices hee hee)
So maybe tomorrow will be better. I don't know because tomorrow isn't here. But I sure will try..
